Showing posts with label Dannie Abse. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dannie Abse. Show all posts

Wednesday, 30 April 2014

The Malham Bird

The Malham Bird:
Similar to 'Postcard to my wife' this poem is written in memory of Abse's wife Joan. This poem explores the themes of memories and religion and reminiscing youth. The title alone shows a religious symbol as the 'Malham Bird' was a bird from the garden of Eden which stood out as unlike other birds and creatures it didn't take from the forbidden fruit.
The first stanza shows how they became to love each other, "the great world had been reinvented, we were new,in love" this may suggest Abse believed he was destined to love her and was put on the earth to find her. It also suggests both him and his wife came from different religions "you a gentile and i a Jew" showing they may of been from different faiths but still found love, implying it isn't impossible to find love.
The following stanza's show abse's memory of the relationship, this stanza in particular shows a sense of loss as it starts "dear wife" showing a communication like a letter making it sound more personal, the stanza then ends with a question "as if Dafydd's ghost has sent it?" showing he wants her reassurance and her to answer his question like she used to. Abse talks about lying in the "shadows naked" showing an intimacy and a connection but perhaps the idea of 'shadows' reflects how he now misses her.
In the third stanza Abse uses a metaphor for his wife's death "two chalk lines kiss and slowly disappear" showing how quickly everyday life can change and that you can be with someone then the next they are gone.
The last two stanza's show the idea of the 'Malham Bird' the fact its a "black feathered bird" may resemble death along with grief and loss. Also the bird comes from a Jewish legend that this certain bird didn't get banished from the garden of Eden and was respectable as others showed greed and therefore was able to live in paradise. However they are described as "singing pecked forbidden fruit" which may imply they are happy about their chosen choice, which may imply that that humans may think they are making the correct decision but without realising it often choose the wrong one.
However despite being the bird being alone it is still "forever winging over the vanished gardens of Paradise" showing a positive light in the choices made and that the bird is now immortal.


I feel this poem links well to Larkins, 'Talking in Bed' as both have a theme about love and intimacy but in Larkin's though they are together they are also lonely whereas Abse now struggles with loss of his wife and therefore becomes lonely.

Friday, 18 April 2014

Postcard to his Wife

Postcards are normally written in inform a family or loved one about your experience whilst they are away. In this case the poem is written as Abse being the persona "you, I, Abse's"  and the theme is love and loss after losing his wife in a car crash.
"wish you were here" is a normal phrase used to show affection to someone who isn't with you, but in Abse's case it shows an absence and loneliness. He talks about "Venus de Milo" who is a Greek goddess of love and beauty but to Abse its "only stone" showing without her he has little meaning. Abse shows his desperation to have his wife return "so come home" implying she is needed. "The beds to big!" showing his loneliness and almost feels lost without her, the use of exclamation mark gives the line more emotion and makes it realistic. He talks about his adventures "must go North to climb 2000 feet" perhaps showing something they both aspired to do together but also showing he would do anything to have her at his side.
The third stanza follows the ideas of adventure as the "whim" "twisting" "wild" all showing simple activities but together would become interesting and fun. "where hedges have wild business with roses" this has a sense of romance to it and her company and nature is all he wants. This could also imply in her absence the hedges have grown 'wild' showing things change but his emotions can't be controlled.
The final stanza shows how they could "mimic the old gods who enacted the happy way to be holy" an act of god gives him hope and heavenly love. He also describes himself as "uxorious" showing how devoted to his wife he is that all the grieving is perhaps unhealthy.
The last line shows the emotion Abse went through "absence cant make Abse's heart grow fonder"  showing now she's gone its impossible to love his wife anymore than he did at first.
I feel there isn't a direct connection between Larkin as he writes as an observer whereas this poem is very personal however the theme of love and loss could link to 'Love songs in Age' and another poem about loss 'Home is so Sad'

Terrible Angels

The poem 'Terrible Angels' shows the theme of war and how war has both a mental and physical affect on the soldiers who fight.
The war has a sense of patriotism and proud-ness as "father showed me his war medals" a positive keepsake of the war with their "pretty coloured ribbons" could show that fighting the war was glorified and made to appeal when in fact it affected people negatively. This poem gives a sense that you cant escape the horrors of war as the father tells stories at bedtime, this could show at night when the dreams come its easier to tell others about his experiences.

The persona's father talk about the "angels of Mons" which refers to Battle of Mons, which was the first major battle in World War One. Since this war the legend of the 'angels of Mons' referred to the idea a miracle happened and saved the Troops as the British retreated at Mons in Belgium,  during 1914. This is followed by "expedition from God" showing religion had a main part in the war and that it acted as a lucky charm/guardian which the soldiers could seek comfort and hope in. Also the idea of 'angels' could  show a fantasy idea, the angels in fact looked after the British soldiers and their "invisible presence caused horse to bolt" showing they unsettled nature as ghosts of war but also this could refer to the enemy, the 'angels' cause destruction to the opposition in order to protect.

The third stanza opens with "but war coarsens" as the fighting gets worse "even genteel angels" showing that war changes even the kinder and gentle people and affects everyone. The persona's father describes them as "spoke/ silence of gas" could resemble poisoning and how the gas affected the human body but as they "sang/shrapnel striking helmets" again could resemble how the men died and the fact not everything can protect the soldiers. However in the second part of this stanza the angels become a sense of evil "soldiers screams/ thrilled/the cold angels" which is odd as angels are usually associated with beauty and being messengers from god but they become "bold and bloodthirsty" knocking the purity and peacefulness of angels.


The final stanza is an after-thought as written in brackets which brings more detail and focus to the after thought. " (My father, invalided home, was told he knew more about angels than was healthy.)" Showing the father's persona had a first hand experience and in my opinion these last lines show that for those who observed the war at home via media were almost naïve towards what truly happened and although they may try to understand they wont fully understand. Whereas, the father whom experienced the haunting memories of friends/colleagues being blown up in front of their eyes and the pain that they still carry shows you can never truly escape the mental/physical affect of war.
I feel this poem link with Larkin's 'MCMXIV' as it shows the negativity of war and how people at home and people fighting have a different experience.

Thursday, 17 April 2014

A figure of 8

The first stanza opens with a metaphor " In Mr Theophilus's jail" showing how classrooms used to be, the word 'jail' suggests a restricted and confided place to work in. The poem implies a strict structure to school life creating a mundane daily routine, which is no surprise the boy "half listens to a story" showing boredom or a distraction and being able to think for themselves.
The second stanza creates a sense of escape "free at last", arms horizontal" showing freedom and having their arms out suggests a youthfulness and being playful but then Abse shows a division of childish and adult themes as the boy metaphorically "flies to Africa, to see naked women" showing dreams about adult themes suggesting a determination to become older. But this is followed by "farts H2Ss" which brings immaturity back.

The following stanzas show young imaginations. Playing war games "shot down in flames" suggesting a thirst for danger or to become soldiers perhaps someone they look up too. However "someone had bombed the park" this could reflect the child's naivety and how everyday childhood memories can be covered or destroyed by the truth that you learn as you grow older for example the park would hold happy memories that become destroyed by the 'bomb.'
A "spaceship" brings back the childish imagination and the optimism they have; that after all the chaos "safely the boy comes back to base" again showing that the children at home/school are hidden from the reality and the outside world. The last stanza ends with "FUCK WINNIE THE POOH" showing a rebellion against his childhood and the stereotypes and naivety it holds which the child appears to be sick of.
This final stanza shows that the child must then return to their everyday routine and that until they grow older they wont truly understand every issue, but in fact even when you are old you may not necessarily understand everything in front of you showing a perfect cycle "figure of 8" that you cant escape.

This poem links well to Larkin's 'Study of Reading Habits' as during a child Larkin daydreamed about being heroic and as an adolescent wanted to be someone else. The books and characters offered Larkin an escape from reality through the stories but in as he grew older he learnt the truth. In 'A Figure of 8' the childhood was covered by school lessons, and playtime that didn't expose the outside world.

A Wall

This is a short poem about taking things and objects for granted without truly understanding and observing them in detail.
"you wont find it named in any guidebook" showing it isn't important enough to be in a guidebook because its just an ordinary wall that goes unnoticed by many. It lies "plonk in the middle of rising ground" showing it was once important but now overtime other significant things have grown around it. This poem has a sense of identity as "no other wall are adjacent" showing it's lies on its own and holds its own significance. However the wall itself as a symbol represents many "different sizes, different greys."

I feel this poem can link to Larkin's 'Arundel Tomb' as over time nature strips the statues of their true identity and become "blurred" whereas in 'A Wall' the nature is the only part that accepts the wall's identity. Overall both poems hold a sense of purpose and identity.

"Don't say this wall is useless" showing to many it's there on a daily basis and no one truly uses it however it still has a purpose that many may not understand, "it exists for gold lichens" after time nature takes over and appreciate it more than humans.
The final stanza implies that humans just take things for granted and don't understand their meanings whereas nature use the objects for everything, as it creates a sense of freedom for the 'butterflies' as its an "obstacle course" but also creates a sense of security for "huddling sheep."
The poem ends with the line "for you to say, this wall is beautiful" showing it holds a place for everyone and that once in a while you should take responsibility and acknowledge the things you take for granted.

Wednesday, 9 April 2014

The Death of Aunt Alice

The poem is about the death of Aunt Alice, and how she did many unusual acts in her lifetime. The funeral is described as "orderly" and "decent black" implying Aunt Alice would of approved but then it follows by no one being "berserk with an axe" showing she wasn't everyone's favourite. From the poem it suggest she wasn't as religious as some and her bible was "page one of the newspaper" showing she took more knowledge in what was actually current in her life.
From the poem she seems quite pessimistic about certain topics "typhoid" or "fords on the M4 mangled" showing she has seem many negative issues but to add excitement to a story as she changed some stories with "such disguises and such transformations."

The fourth stanza is set as a list about her friends who each had died, how they died and her reactions. Each one has a witty remark "he never had a head for heights" this could show she covered her true emotions by turning everyday issues into a story to tell and that she lived for excitement as "disasters that lit your eyes." Many events told in this poem are paired with an adjective "pale saints" "tall stories" to give a sense of more depth.

Overall the theme in the poem is death, and perhaps un- expectancy with the idea that everyday events and objects (cars, aeroplanes, factories etc.) can cause death and destruction implying 'Aunt Alice' told the harsh truth whereas others just wanted to pretend and live in a fantasy which may be the reason not everyone was keen to hear her stories as they exposed the truth. This could link to Larkin's 'Sunny Prestatyn' as the harsh truth was hidden but the glorified adverts. 

Two Photographs

This is about two different photographs about two different women who have one thing in common, they are both his grandma's. Throughout the poem they are shown in contrast.
Firstly Annabella who is vulnerable, pretty compared to Doris who is portly and handsome. Though one "fasted" another "feasted."

Annabella has a "welsh with a Patagonian accent" whereas Doris has an "English with a welsh valley's lilt" showing the define difference in their voices and perhaps upbringing. Annabella believes in being "damned" cursed but Doris shakes it with a "devilishly laughed" showing she seems more relaxed. Doris comes across as a rebellious character as she "ate pork!" which in Jewish religion is forbidden also the use of an exclamation mark may empathise his surprise with her actions.

In seeing these photographs he beings to dream and remember the women and their "grey hair" seems "illusory" showing age becomes distant. Abse uses a simile to describe his memories as being "like dust that secretively flows in a sudden sunbeam" the 'dust' could symbolise his memories and the sunbeam could be the moment that made him remember and begin daydreaming.

However towards the end of the poem "what's survived?" he begins questioning  life and that only "amber brooch" "string of pearls" remain, only objects can hold the memories together and "grandchildren will ask who?" the younger generations only rely on the objects or stories to understand what happened, so Abse beings to wonder "I never lived" when he's gone who ill remember him and what objects will hold memories for him to be told to other generations.

I feel this poem links well with 'Love Songs in Age' as the music holds memories and each object/mark on the music tells it's own story, and remembering how time was in the music/photographs allows you to question your own life and how it pleases or upsets you.

Imitations

This poem like 'Sons' shows a father son relationship. "My son and I" instantly shows this poem is a father and son relationship poem. The use of "other side of the glass" shows a division between him and his son, perhaps showing the old and youthfulness.  The idea of  "snowflakes" and "surprised April" offers an uncertainty in growing up as snowflakes don't usually occur in the spring.  This could relate to Larkin's 'First Sight' as again it brought a sense of un-expectancy and loss of hope.

"My son is 16, an approximate man" showing at this age he is still young and the idea of "whitewash" giving innocence or purity but he is also on the brink of growing up and maturing. "Eyes half closed" shows how relaxed he seems and that he has no care in the world other than going about his everyday teenage life and "listen to pop" and "dreams of some school Juliet" showing young love and fantasy.
Abse then goes to describe the sky which I feel refers to his son. The fact "despite a half blue sky" the idea he is growing and knows what he does, it also has "white blossom , whiter snow" he is still innocent and has a lot to come to terms with in life (naïve)

Like 'Sons' it takes the persona make to their childhood "till I'm elsewhere, the age my cool son is " remembering what his relationship with his father was like as he talks how he is now a "duplicate" of him.

The last lines in the poem talk of "two white butterflies" showing freedom and company, perhaps even longing for a loved one (his father) but the butterflies are "held each to each" they become in-separate but then "pass" as disappear as quickly as they came. This could reflect the relation with his father - that you are with them all your life and then take your own paths and eventually it ends and you "pass"

Sons

The poem starts with alliteration, "Sarcastic Sons Slam front doors" this gives exaggeration to these words, offering the idea of adolescents and their mood swings. This poem takes the persona back to their childhood as "I think" takes him back to growing up, the "small-tanned gardens" "wild flowers" are all places in his memory. Now his "son is like that" beginning to become more like his father, and growing up into his own person.
In his second stanza, Abse uses a juxtaposition "both prim and brash?" these opposite's may highlight the changing emotions of the adolescent. The use of the phrase "at the frontier of nowhere" may suggest the use of "nowhere" may be referring to his youth and the idea of finding his youth.

The third stanza again shows memory "a London door should slam" as certain things remind him of home.
The last stanza shows his love for his son, "son, you are like that and I love you" showing he doesn't care who he is and he understands the idea of "not belonging" as you grown up you may feel like you don't belong but just to be yourself and "maturity will switch" showing growing up just comes easily and happens quickly.

I feel this poem links to 'Dockery and Son' as both poem have a sense of remembering youth and taking them back to childhood memories, also in 'Dockery' the persona questions the idea of having a son but in this poem its clear they are fond of each other.

Monday, 24 March 2014

In the Theatre

This is based on truth, in a 1938 Cardiff hospital, they were locating a brain tumour but due to the time era only local anaesthetic was given.

The stanza starts with what the sister on the ward thinking, "only two more on the list" this sounds un-sympathetic but as she only thought it, she kept it to herself. "small voices, small lies" suggesting they don't mean much. Abse gets to a serious point as he talks of the horrors and if they make "a  man laugh" then you should feel bad. Though the operation is made to make you better it can also create more problems as "two more on the list"."

The "patients eyes too wide" showing fear and pain the patients are more awake as they cry "leave my soul alone" shouting in desperation and can't cope with the pain, the nurses and sisters are described as being "petrified" perhaps showing little faith in what may happen. His voice is described as "artic" meaning coldness and a high pitch however the last stanza shows a change in the patient
"leave....my...soul...alone" these gaps in the voice, show breathlessness and gone suggest the patient is slowly dying, this idea is concluded with the "silence"

The Mistake

This poem is about a special plant in the garden. He describes the tree as "once had no identity" but now everyone knows about it. Even though the tree was "from Korea" the tree was sent, but now its found in Wales so "now we had something to boast about" now Wales can have something special to represent it and they were proud because they offered the leaf "proudly."
However "our pagan benediction" their religion will "charm away your cold" and acts as a remedy/ healer.
"Who in all of Great Britain processed such treasure" it makes them stand out from everywhere else. But then came a "summer of drought" following their boasting of this 'treasure' came bad things that became "tired of lies" as became untrue. Perhaps implying if you boast too much about certain things in live they will become untrue and that boast will be taken away.
In the last stanza the "parched tree asserted itself, sprouted ordinary walnuts" it carried on as normal, it offered false hope.

This poem may connect with either Larkin's 'First Sight' with the idea that nature can offer a sense of hope and that out of bad things often comes good however it could link to 'Faith Healing' with the idea of a religious healer- as the tree gave people a sense of hope and healing but in the end turned to be a mistake as all the boasting created the idea to become untrue.

The Boasts of Hywel ab Owain Gwynedd

Hywel ab Owain Gwynedd is a prince, poet and soldier who was killed in battle. He is known as a poet of love.

This poem is boasting about the women he can get as he talks of his women, one for every day. The themes in this poem are mostly love, and how he see's each women differently also the betrayal as he uses more than one women and therefore becomes unfaithful.
He describes one women as "busty next" which describes her physically showing he describes what he see's not how he feels. Another he describes one women as "not to love her is a sin" again perhaps relating to her physical appearance rather than whether he loves her. For the Wednesday's women he uses the word "generys" welsh meaning mistress, he describes "dry old hymns" to please her, showing he will do whatever to impress these women. He describes his Friday's women as his "epic regular" suggesting they often meet, he says "she wants no baby" suggesting it's just for fun. He continues with "let her name be a secret for her husbands sake" showing not only does he fall for any women but also married women.
The poem ends with a sexual innuendo "lick up juices" this may be used to show how he feels towards females and that he can get whatever women he wants, as long as his "busy tongue keeps quiet."

I feel this poem link with Larkin's 'Wild Oats' Larkin describes a women as being out of his league and being a "bosomy English rose" again showing her physical appearance rather than emotionally connecting. I feel both poems focus on the physical side to women but Abse's poem shows how someone can get anyone they want whereas Larkin had more self doubt.

Sunday, 23 March 2014

Welsh Valley Cinema (1930)

'Welsh Valley Cinema' is set in, what seems to be a 1930's slums. The cinema seems to be named 'The Palace' but this could also be a contrast because it's found in the 'slums.'  The poem is about the working class whom wait in the "unseen shaft of darkness" waiting for the film to begin.
Going to the cinema brought huge amounts of excitement "thrill" "fairground sight" "carnival" all give a sense of fun and happiness. Abse uses colour imagery by the "changing colours" and the people in the crowd are left breathless by the "musical asthma"

The cinema brought everyone together and the idea that the film "sank to disappear, a dream underground" perhaps symbolises that the audiences dreams are being shown by the films- but become unreachable. Abse uses "gobbing silicosis" to describe the way they breath, the miners have bad breathing due to the dust in the pits. The audience are describe as "observed a miracle" this could imply they have never seen anything like it before, therefore to them its an ideal life and would be a miracle for them to have. Abse uses dreamlike fantasy's both "Goldilocks" and "dab away her glycerine tears" perhaps show a fairy-tale, that dreams are often unrealistic, also dabbing away the tears also could show fake.

The last stanza shows the harsh reality. " woodbine smoked swirled on" the idea that everyday life carries on and that everything was good, "till THE END" when the film finishes it brings back the harsh reality. "Damned fall" everyone exits the cinema to the "familiar malice of the deary, unemployed, gas- lamped street" back to their everyday working class lives. The cinema in this poem I feel offers hope and an escape from reality and in 1930 that is what this type of entertainment offered.
I feel this poem links to Larkin's, "Sunny Prestatyn" because the girls in the posters offered their audience an escape as does the cinema. Both show the idea of the harsh truth of reality that is offered covered by glorified object (posters, film.) It could also link to "Essential Beauty" as negativity was covered by more glorified aspects. The miners in 'Welsh Valley' suffer from poor breathing form the pits but they describe it as "musical asthma."

Sunday, 16 March 2014

The Game

This poem has a theme of religion and sport. It is based on a football match at his hometown , Ninian Park. The first stanza sets the scene for a normal match, the crowds, terraces and the bands.

Abse refers to the football game as almost a fantasy, the words he uses to refer to both teams are very different. The team he supports he uses words such as "cherubs" and "wings" symbolising angelic views whereas the opposition is described as "passing evil" and "demons have agents" this links to an idea of corruption in the sport as the "referee is bribed" suggesting the opposition had certain people who bribed the ref. to fix the game.
The 4th stanza represents half-time  as "a distant whistle blows" during the free time, people begin to reminisce old games with "Aston Villa, Orient, Swans"
The sixth and seventh stanza  the nostalgia of the game kicks in as the game restarts however it's described as if they didn't win as people "seem depressed" but the young boys "swarm the field for an autograph" this shows how young and almost innocent they boys are. They don't mind as much as some fans that they lost in a corrupt game but are happy with a footballers autograph either way.

The last stanza shows the stadium once everyone has left, "programmes trampled underfoot" perhaps showing the rush to get out of the stadium. "Dark" and "rain" could be pathetic fallacy used to describe how people are feeling once the game is over, "threatening newsboys shout" this could show they were proud of the game as they "shout" and want to tell people. However the use of "threatening" gives a sense of danger or fear.

Return to Cardiff

'Hometown'; well, most admit an affection for a city:
grey, tangled streets I cycled on to school, my first cigarette
in the back lane, and, fool, my first botched love affair.
First everything. Faded torments; self-indulgent pity.
 
This poem shows how Cardiff holds so many memories for Abse and his first experiences whether good or bad. However now he feels like an outsider as his return seemed like a "raid on mislaid identities" As he moves around the city he finds certain memories such as seeing his grandfather, all the memories shape how he liked the town but now everything has changed as "for what I wanted it to be" for Abse now is just a "city of strangers" and his connection with the city has gone.
Even the places and illusory is different the only thing that holds true memories are "the smell of ripe,  damp earth"
 
The "other Cardiff", the one he had a connection with and remembers has gone and "the boy I was not and the man I am not met" this links to childhood memories and growing up as the boy he was when he was young disappeared with the old memories and the man who he would of become if he had stayed never existed- therefore never met, so he "walked on" and carried on his life he lives now.
This poem could link to Larkin's 'Here' as though that poem has a third persona it still describes a certain place which holds some memory.  


Down the M4

This poem is about how returning home, changes people and how afraid he seems to hear news about relatives and friends that have died or "go into the hole" Every visit his mother tells him stories about people who they have known who have suffered or gone, he feels his mothers "beautiful face" is now in "ninth grade" implying that she suffering and becoming worn out- yet it also puts a strain on him seeing her like this as he can feel his "hair turning grey."

In this poem the M4 may represent his journey of life, "bridges that leap over" may symbolise people or obstacles in his life that fade into the distance. Also the line of "Ystalyfera is farther than smoke, and god further" I feel this shows the distance between places he feels fond with are too far, he may feel lonely and once everyone has gone what will become of him.

He starts the last few lines by whistling an "old Yiddish tune his mother knows" he feels closer by remembering her showing again music and tunes can hold memories but "it wont keep" the idea that youthfulness and memories wont stay the same, as traditions, places and people all change.

This poem may link to Larkin's, 'Love Songs in Age' as it shares the idea of youthfulness. In 'Love Songs in Age' the idea that over time feelings and love can change link with Abse's mothers old tune that he whistles.

Red Balloon

I feel this poem is about Abse himself and the balloon representing his religion. The balloon itself "landed where i stood" showing a symbol of him, but at the same time it "shone like living blood" showing it could be a danger as 'red' is often associated with trouble. The balloon to him "was my joy" it made him who he is yet "to no one i dare show it" he was proud of who he was and his religion but can't show it to people as he was afraid of what may happen.

He later goes on to describe how the children acted "rude boys came" "girls of Cardiff sigh" also the fact his best friend cries at the fact its a "Jew's balloon" shows the ignorance of the children and how they may be following what their adults have told them, because Abse was different to them. "Some boys laughed" "some lunged" "Some clawed" "but still it would not burst" this shows how people reacted to others being different to them and the danger it can cause, however though they carry on hating him, it wont change who he is which may be why the balloon never bursts. The idea you can't destroy his religion even if you destroy him as they "bled my nose" and "cut his eye"

Abse seems afraid and scared of what may happen to him and that "to insult my faith and steal my red balloon" it shows you change everyone, you may steal from one but not everyone. This may relate to the holocaust as Abse was a Jew, the idea of trying to kill all the people and steal their life but at the same time you cant get rid and steal a whole race/religion from everyone.  I feel Abse may be implying no matter how hard people try to change others there will always be people different who you can't change, no matter how hard some try.

Leaving Cardiff

Abse grew up in Wales and therefore leaving his hometown was tough, this poem reflects his mood of travelling away. "I prepare to sail from where the docks' dereliction's are" he's sailing away from Cardiff, the idea of dereliction's could symbolise him abandoning his hometown. We get the idea he is leaving by ferry and "black shapes upon the pier, make the furthest star seem near" this could show people waving goodbye, but also could be interpreted as his old life is so far away because he is leaving yet distance wise it isn't that far as they have only pulled away from the mooring.
Abse describes himself as being sad at leaving as "knots of water flow, pump to my eyes and spill" this could symbolise  the build up of emotions and him crying at what he's leaving behind.
The poem reads as if Abse didn't have a choice in leaving as "who would choose to go"  hence why he didn't want to leave, he worries about how much he will change once he's left and if he will be welcome when he returns "can i be the same man twice."
The last stanza is about how "the boats under the hill at Penarth, unload and move on" giving a sense that everything will carry on the same, and though he's leaving he needs to carry on his ways just somewhere else, he needs to move on.

Case History

This poem is about how Abse was a doctor in Wales and the connection he has with some of his patients. The patient in this poem is a Nazi who continues to question and glorify the past, " he praised the architects of German-death camps, but did not know i was a Jew. " this shows the problems caused when you question things about someone you don't know. Abse uses a oxymoron "white blacks" to show both contrast and words that are completely different.
The second stanza is memories linked to the patient that affected Abse's background for example he uses many known German names "Goering" "Himmler" to reflect how he feels they treated him and his family during the war.
The third stanza he talks how he is in the clinics dispensary and how "red berry and black byrony" could easily kill him and harm him like they did to his family. The medicines could act as revenge yet he felt himself treating him "as if he were my brother" which adds a sense of respect. This could show what sort of person Abse is, as he didn't let him suffer because of what he did to them instead he moved on and prescribed the correct medicine to help the man get better.
The title 'Case History' could show both the patient being that certain 'case' and the 'history' being the past and what happened to everyone during the war.